Pastor Leanne’s Message: “Tinkering”
My father was a great tinkerer. Every time he started a project, he was drawn away by curiosity (or perhaps he like tinkering more then work) and he would be found completely sidetracked – occupied with the smallest detail like the bend of wood, or the turn of a screw. It drove my mom crazy – she was not a tinkerer. She could look at a project and construct a plan in four seconds flat. She had hyper-focus. She started, she finished and she moved on to the next project.
I am more like my mom – I am capable of hyper focusing (how else could I write a 350 page dissertation) I get impatient with tinkerers, although I have come to realize that we all process information differently… some tinkerers are very creative.
Since having Cancer, I have learned that doctors can be very educated tinkerers. I am sure it is due to the kind of cancer I have – there is no tumor to be excised, no site at which radiation can be aimed. So, next steps for treatment are always shifting. One drug makes an enzyme go up, so they change it, but then white bloods cells go up. Platelets are good, then they are not, and in every situation, my very fine and exceptionally trained medical team respond to restore the balance in my body. It could be maddening. It could be frightening. But I am aware that their tinkering saved my life, so I’ll take it. I am in good hands.
I am in good hands. But not just medical hands. As I read scripture, I am assured that God is not tinkering with his people. Everything God does in scripture is detailed, precise, powerful and perfect. Isaiah 40:28-31 tells us:
28 Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
The everlasting God, the Lord,
The Creator of the ends of the earth,
Neither faints nor is weary.
His understanding is unsearchable.
29 He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might He increases strength.
30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
And the young men shall utterly fall,
31 But those who wait on the Lord
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.
Sometimes, we wonder what God is up to. Recently a lyft driver was describing to me his son’s malady, and he kept saying, “God has a reason. God has a reason.” While I would not challenge the comfort he found in the belief, that isn’t how I see it at all. I believe God MAKES a reason for all things in God’s unscrupulous wisdom and his plans are never guesses. They are perfect. They are reliable, trustworthy and full of kindness and ultimate meaning. God does not tinker with anything – especially not us. He knows what he will make of todays challenges and adjustments. God is always good. Jeremiah 29 tells us:
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.
13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
Leanne
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